Monday, December 9, 2013

An update

My last post was a year ago? 

They said once you get married, you will be occupied with lots of things and sometimes you just forget what you once like, love or routinely do.

Can we blame marriage for that? or actually our own self? 

Indeed it is us. No one else to blame but us.

Of course when we get married, there are list of priorities that need to be highlighted as a nucleus family ( Husband and wife) later on there will be kids too. 

I have learned so many things for the past 1 years. Alhamdullilah. There are many more things ahead that I need to prepare and continuously learn until I die. Despite the fact that I try to be the super wife/daughter/daughter in law/bestie/ and the list go on...I realized that I am just a human being that absolutely un-capable to cater everybody needs.

Of course at some point, I was really envy with some of my friends that can be everywhere, and attending every single beautiful event with their family and friends. Honestly, I realized that I have been drifting away slowly and missing all the events for the past 1 year. 

I only can breath after my recent graduation. Before that all I can think of is assignment, thesis and graduate. 
Since I took double master programme, I still have one more to go. Sigh. 

Now that I am heavily pregnant, I can only think of delivering my baby to this world and nothing more. At one point, I feel like abandon the thesis. 

Last week, I had pre contraction, and luckily it had stopped. Doctor said I probably overly stress by work. Yes, indeed. After graduated I started to work..Alhamdullilah..and now..I am overly stressed. MasyaAllah. 

Doc gave me 1 week to rest. But saya tidak boleh duduk diam. Hehehe. 

Currently staying with my beloved grandmother and resting happily. I hope to update at least another entry before end of 2013. 

If anyone reading this, thank you and take care..until we meet again.