A friend of mine shared a youtube link of Adele - Someone like you. After listening to the song, I immediately fell in love and shared the link!. I know, I didn't do any update about music nowadays. My priorities has been shifted on some other things and now I just want to make sure I got enough sleep and energy to live the next day. Sound very exhausted kan? But I can ensure you no matter how long or details I wrote here, you wont feel the same on any real events.
Okay back to the song : I can relate the song to some part of my life..that's why any song/lyrics that you usually like can be relate to your emotional and event that happened to your life kan? Yes not all but some yes. Anyways, the song keep on going on in my head and I'm now listening for the 10th time. Kid me not!
Whoever followed me from xanga days, should known better that we all are already grown up! some dah jadi mummy and daddy! auwwwww so happy for everybody! <3
Yeah love story can be very much mushy dushy those days. hehehe I can be very excited about sharing my love stories..pasal kadang-kadang lawak pun ada,..sengal and also of course the pain which kalau tak betul2 mmg hujan sahaja sepanjang hari. :P
Okay, how can I relate this to The Most Merciful?
Yeah. I was weak. very weak. I guess I didn't see much about my life that serious last time. I feel that when I have someone that I can love so much. I am happy. and Yes! indeed. I was happy. But I left some important part in my life. I was so in love with His creation that I forgot the Creator. ( Some might read this as a funny thing because those who know me, know why)
Yeah. Generally, I will put this in my private diary and ducked under my bed.
But then again, this is a true story.
This is the rare confession .
I was looking for true love and happily ever after love story ( which is not wrong either)
But I forgot completely to rely to Him.
For now, every time I got invitation for weddings,
instead of being depressed on unnecessary stress or sad ( don't lie , we know heheh :P)
I myself wish the very best for both , bride and groom.
and pray that I'll get the same chance too.
But this time, I rely only to Him.
because He listen, love and care about you when no one else do.
Actually for the past few weeks, I've been struggling with few challenges. Some of the time, I am nearly lost in some ways that I couldn't imagine.Like seriously!. This involved thinking very hard and analyzing my life map for the past few months. I am blessed ..Alhamdullilah..akan tetapi ada masanya kita mmg terpaksa mengharungi cabaran hidup yang mmg disediakan khas untuk kita. Sometimes, I do feel eh eh why ar? tapi kan bila pikir lama sikit baru understand that..all this cabaran is good for me to grow up and deal with them.
I am very happy that Allah swt listen to all my dhuas..Praise to Him..SubhanaAllah. Okie la will updat more later.
last few days, I was trying to get a new theme to my blog but ended up being not so comfortable because the layout seems too "exposing" with all my posts are available with just one or two scroll..so malas lar..tukar to the previous one but different them. :D
I hope you guys have a great sunday and pink of health. Take care~
There are so many things in my mind recently and I haven’t got
enough time to sit and review those issues one by one as there are also so many
assignments need to be done and also workload that pffffftss!.
I don’t know if I should write this or not but maybe by writing
this I can actually help me to work out some different stages in my life. Or at
least think on how to resolve some matter efficiently.
I can’t sleep but I eat vigorously everyday! Cam cookie
monster! Non stop eater! Eating endlessly and complaining about being more than
you should weight is not something I have in mind right now.
We should be talking less about weight and emphasizing more on
how STRESS I was for the past few weeks.
I constantly developed hateful feeling every time I go to
work. Is this a sign ke? You see, sometimes everyday kita pergi kerja dan mahu
berkerja kerana Allah swt dan mencari rezeki yang halal right?
Sometimes kita lupa nak baca doa..( happens to me many2
times) then those were days that I easily get angry and macam-macam benda pelik
berlaku. I know and I am very clear about who I am and what I were used to be
last time. Hence, they said those internal conflicts will happen someday or
somehow..you just have to be patience and have faith all the time.
I am very sure right now that what I wrote here is for all
the reminders for me..and perhaps if some of you could get any good benefits
from this Alhamdullilah. Everything good is from Allah swt and all the bad is
from my self. Take care fellow friends and good nite J