Sunday, December 18, 2011

Tuesday, December 13, 2011


Bila teringat dosa-dosa masa silam..
I couldnt stop crying and seperti mahu sujud sentiasa kerana tidak tercukup rasanya nak ucapkan rasa syukur kepada-Mu Ya Allah..kerana masih lagi menyayangi hamba-hamba Nya yang banyak buat dosa.

Ampunkan dosa-dosa kami Ya Allah..berikanlah petunjuk dan tingkatkan iman kami supaya sentiasa berada di jalan Mu ya Allah...

Friday, December 9, 2011


Salam Everybody~

I've extremely busy trying to fit myself into a proper dissertation schedule, my own time and some other things. I've been quite on the run and exhausted for the past days.

I miss home so badly!. Living alone is not cool. :( Anyways, where there is a will, there will be ways kan? Hope you guys are doing good :). I wanted to update photos or something but I didnt snapped any for the past few months! Perhaps I do need some vacation..nnt lar..InsyaAllah.

Take a great care my fellow friends~ People are getting sick healthy and always bring umbrella as this is rainy seasons ya? :) Salam~

Sunday, November 20, 2011


I am at new place , new environment, and I have many hopes and wishes for this penghijrahan and pengorbanan.
May Allah swt bless me with great future ahead. Amin.

I wasn't very sure for the past weeks and still couldn't believe that I'm moving again! But then again, to think that stagnant condition/ environment wouldn't be good for anybody either kan? :) At this moment, I hope that I would be able to work out anything that not "regular/normal" in my life. For instant no more tutti frutti or baskin robbin whenever I feel like eating because now the nearest tutti frutti no longer 500m from my place. (Chet).

Need to be more careful with my saving as being away from family sometimes you tend to buy crazy unnecessary things so that you wont feel any different from home at the new place. Well, you can't just buy some huge sofas kan? ( Ok. I just bought a carpet heheh only because the floor is kindda cold you know..kaki sejuk tak baik untuk kesihatan hehehe :D)

Anyways, overall I voted OK lar..better than last time when I used to live alone for the past years.
Maybe because this time I carefully surveyed few places and check the pro and cons before I actually stay here. Well, syukur Alhamdullilah. At least ada place untuk berteduh daripada takde kan? ;)
One day InsyaAllah, I will have my own sweet home to be shared with my loves one. :)

Take care and Happy Sunday.~ Off to class

Monday, November 14, 2011

Helo Monday. Thank you for being so generous today.

Oh there are lots to be update here. I am in a very hectic schedules dear friends. I hope you guys understand. I am moving away from my family again after so long living with them. I am excited, nervous and scared at the same time. I don't know if I should be having this scared feeling at this age or not. But then it happen to everyone kan?

//Oh My, It didn't save my whole entry!// Maybe those thought should be kept to myself.

Okie.Some old pictures during my last trip to Tokyo

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Alhamdullilah ~ Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha~

At last, I've got the time to update my blooggg~~~ oh my god terlalu lama rasanya cecece...okie~ I hope its not too late to wish Eid al-Adha to everyone.

If I said that I am so busy that I have no time to update my blog..ppl would say it cliche lar..but unfortunately it's true!.

I'm leaving this place soon :( tak sangka dah nearly 3 years I'm in JB. I felt like I was moving from City to JB last few weeks lar~ (T.T)

Wallaa~ I came back home last time because I knew it was too fast to be independent (financially) in the city.
I know its weird kan? dah lama kat negara org , takkan tak reti-reti nak jaga duit? Yes. Itula dia hakikatnya. Bila kita rasa terlebih yakin kita mampu buat sesuatu sometimes kita terlebih ukur kemampuan diri kita sendiri.

After all , I never regret my decision last time. It was the best decision I ever made in my entire life.
Coming home to my family had me realized that nothing beats the bless and comfort of your parents. Alhamdullilah. Allah SWT still loves me. :)

But yeah~ you can never be too comfortable at one place. You just need to seek for new challenge.
InsyaAllah. Pray for me. I hope that I've made the right decision with my parents blessing of course :).

Anyways, I'll be updating more later. Yeah. Got to finish some pending works and also my proposal (-_-)

Take care friends~

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

This week probably the most hectic week of the year~

I've been up and down for the past 5 weeks.

I guess its about time to resolve this problem.


Doakan for the best and hope for the best <3


Wednesday, October 19, 2011

"Call upon Me ; I will respond to you" Surah Ghāfir , ayat 60

A friend of mine shared a youtube link of Adele - Someone like you. After listening to the song, I immediately fell in love and shared the link!. I know, I didn't do any update about music nowadays. My priorities has been shifted on some other things and now I just want to make sure I got enough sleep and energy to live the next day. Sound very exhausted kan? But I can ensure you no matter how long or details I wrote here, you wont feel the same on any real events.

Okay back to the song : I can relate the song to some part of my life..that's why any song/lyrics that you usually like can be relate to your emotional and event that happened to your life kan? Yes not all but some yes. Anyways, the song keep on going on in my head and I'm now listening for the 10th time. Kid me not!

Whoever followed me from xanga days, should known better that we all are already grown up! some dah jadi mummy and daddy! auwwwww so happy for everybody! <3

Yeah love story can be very much mushy dushy those days. hehehe I can be very excited about sharing my love stories..pasal kadang-kadang lawak pun ada,..sengal and also of course the pain which kalau tak betul2 mmg hujan sahaja sepanjang hari. :P

Okay, how can I relate this to The Most Merciful? 

Yeah. I was weak. very weak. I guess I didn't see much about my life that serious last time. I feel that when I have someone that I can love so much. I am happy. and Yes! indeed. I was happy. But I left some important part in my life. I was so in love with His creation that I forgot the Creator. ( Some might read this as a funny thing because those who know me, know why)

Yeah. Generally, I will put this in my private diary and ducked under my bed.
But then again, this is a true story.
This is the rare confession .
from me.
I was looking for true love and happily ever after love story ( which is not wrong either)
But I forgot completely to rely to Him. 
That's wrong.


For now, every time I got invitation for weddings,
instead of being depressed on unnecessary stress or sad ( don't lie , we know heheh :P)
I myself wish the very best for both , bride and groom.
and pray that I'll get the same chance too.
But this time, I rely only to Him. 
because He listen, love and care about you when no one else do.

InsyaAllah <3 

Tuesday, October 18, 2011



Actually for the past few weeks, I've been struggling with few challenges. Some of the time, I am nearly lost in some ways that I couldn't imagine.Like seriously!. This involved thinking very hard and analyzing my life map for the past few months. I am blessed ..Alhamdullilah..akan tetapi ada masanya kita mmg terpaksa mengharungi cabaran hidup yang mmg disediakan khas untuk kita. Sometimes, I do feel eh eh why ar? tapi kan bila pikir lama sikit baru understand that..all this cabaran is good for me to grow up and deal with them.

I am very happy that Allah swt listen to all my dhuas..Praise to Him..SubhanaAllah. Okie la will updat more later.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Gladly back to the normal blogger template

Salam Everybody,

last few days, I was trying to get a new theme to my blog but ended up being not so comfortable because the layout seems too "exposing" with all my posts are available with just  one or two malas lar..tukar to the previous one but different them. :D

I hope you guys have a great sunday and pink of health. Take care~

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Allah swt has the best plan for us! InsyaAllah~

There are so many things in my mind recently and I haven’t got enough time to sit and review those issues one by one as there are also so many assignments need to be done and also workload that pffffftss!.

I don’t know if I should write this or not but maybe by writing this I can actually help me to work out some different stages in my life. Or at least think on how to resolve some matter efficiently.

I can’t sleep but I eat vigorously everyday! Cam cookie monster! Non stop eater! Eating endlessly and complaining about being more than you should weight is not something I have in mind right now.

We should be talking less about weight and emphasizing more on how STRESS I was for the past few weeks.
I constantly developed hateful feeling every time I go to work. Is this a sign ke? You see, sometimes everyday kita pergi kerja dan mahu berkerja kerana Allah swt dan mencari rezeki yang halal right?

Sometimes kita lupa nak baca doa..( happens to me many2 times) then those were days that I easily get angry and macam-macam benda pelik berlaku. I know and I am very clear about who I am and what I were used to be last time. Hence, they said those internal conflicts will happen someday or just have to be patience and have faith all the time.

I am very sure right now that what I wrote here is for all the reminders for me..and perhaps if some of you could get any good benefits from this Alhamdullilah. Everything good is from Allah swt and all the bad is from my self. Take care fellow friends and good nite J

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Lama rasanya tak update

Rasanya lama tak update. Now I have some lil time to update but I don't know what to update hehehe. Basically, wedding invitations mula dtg secara berjemaah sebab dah nak hujung tahun..hence..

I think I need to double check my classes which are now schedule almost every week in KL. (@.@) Ini disebabkan mereka mahu squeeeze everything next year so that we all can focus on our dissertation in 2013..lama tak? I know!Basically that's what part time study is all about..time and long distance ( for me lar).

Anyways, some pf the things that I've been doing lately is trying to catch up to meet deadline for reports and  now reading all the materials masa lapang to gain some ideas for proposal. Other than that, I did joined my company for perbarisan hari merdeka hahahah lawak pulak rasanya..and becoming one of Hari Raya Open House Committee. Sometimes I feel I can be part of corporate comms, entah lar..paling terbaik is to be a student again..serious I feel like I have at least some life at last! hehehe

Me and my friend ( saya mmg agak gelap sikit dari dia) :P

Aqilah..trying to buat peace tapi tak jadi2 hehehe and Alya as usual posing like little model

Oh yeah, gambar yang I wanted to show Aju masa sebelum raya but tak kesempatan sampai skang baru leh upload..sorry and tu pun separuh..nnt amik lagi hehehe

Aqilah and Ipad like other kids nowadays and their Ipad..nothing special :P

si comel.

more updates later. :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin!

My goodness! its been a while after raya..I know all of us are busy with our life..hihih I would love to update regularly but I feel that if I write properly instead of my-private-life regular updates wouldn't be fun or educational ( ehem) right? hihi

Anyways, I just got to know my ex-housemate converted to Islam and her new name is Saffiyah :D Omaigod , I love her to bits..before or after converted doesnt matter..she is really really nice and out. Looking at how happy she is now..I am so glad and relieved that Alhamdullilah..kekuasaan Allah swt untuk memberi hidayah kepada sesiapa yang Dia kehendaki. <3 SubhannaAllah.

Anybody who knows me enough wouldn't be surprise if I said that I used to wish that I could get the same happy ending like her..but I guess my story will be slightly different from what I've been planned before :D..InsyaAllah when the times come, of course I will be sharing all the good news to everybody :)

Anyways, I've just registered few of my subjects..and biasalah beberapa bulan akan datang will be hectic..I hope that I will be able to attend any upcoming weddings kalu tak clash with my classes..if not..mesti sedih punya..weddings invitation takyah cakap la...confirm banyak..but itu la..masa tak tahu dapat dtg or not..isk isk. My class is from 9am to 6pm on certain saturday and sunday. hmmm..

Oh yeah, when Syawal came, my busy life started reports, my proposals and etc. sometimes I kindda doubt whether I can do this or not..but always here to give moral support. Unfortunately, financial support tanggung sendiri :P. Itu la..mudah-mudahan Allah swt permudahkan perjalanan saya nak menimba ilmu buat manfaat dunia dan akhirat. Amin.

I've lots of pic to upload but since dah 11.56pm and i've got a long journey from KL to JB tomorrow so..good night fellow good friends! Take care *hugs*

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Only in the remembrance of Allah can the heart find peace Surah Ar-Ra'd ayat 28

This morning, my usual habit to dig my phone and check facebook's status ( crazy yeah? (-_-)..and I saw my sister's status on relationship where we need to build trust, love and understand and seek for No perfection as it is the ingredient for disaster. 
I blurted out something that I amazed myself " There is no perfect relationship except with God above"
I must be quoting somewhere from tumblr or motivational book. 

Surah Ar-Ra'd: ayat 28 "(Iaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan tenang tenteram hati mereka dengan dzikru'llah". Ketahuilah! Dengan "dzikru'llah" itu, tenang tenteramlah hati manusia. - Source: Tafsir Pimpinan Ar-Rahman kepada pengertian Al-Quran, terbitan Bahagian Hal Ehwal Islam, Jabatan Perdana Menteri

I would probably love to buy an Iphone for this but I can get the smallest tafsir al-quran for RM36 at Badan, Johor ( Angsana Mall) : D

Paris oh Paris, How I miss you and your chocolate crepe'!~

Most of the pictures taken from Fakrak Ya Naseeny Tumblr.

The awkward moment when you keep on stumbling great/delicious pictures while fasting.

I'm getting a cuppacakes later! : D

Suddenly want to put up the tent to feel like a princess while sleeping. I bet most of the princess doesn't wear this anymore (>.<). Found some in Bali. Price can't remember exactly. RM80-RM100 and only in white colors.

Fish Oh Fish


Every time I look at this pic, I feel..auwwww :D

cutenesss! <3